Betray and Hurt

Shocked when I saw she wrote these things on my friends wall..
I already throw Sarah's photo into dustbin. I wanna slap her!!! She's blaming all things to me..
I know that it's stupid to get sad over this small issues
But it's kinda hurt when you actually saw your FRIEND wrote all those things..and it's about yourself..
Since when I putting all those blames to you huh?!
I'm just saying the truth..If you can't accept these facts THEN DON'T ACT LIKE YOU'RE OK ABOUT IT..
Tsk tsk..I'm not like the other three..
They're coward..losers..they don't have that courage to stand before you..
But I'm not..
What?
Adding these three people to your friend list...and I'm the only one you didn't not add...
What does it means??
I need an explanations..
I'm not like you..I don't have any one who's supporting me right now..I'm all alone...
YOU'RE HAPPY NOW?!
Don't try to test my patient...
You hate me now?
Trying to get some people to anti me??
Ohh fine..I just wanna puke when I saw your face..
Just continue to control those idiots..I don't care

Found another two members and plans~

It's getting boring and boring~~
There's no point for me to befriends with her already right? ^^
Honestly, I don't care it very much..
But since I've found another two members that hate her too, I'm not gonna let it go~
She deserve it...watching those people bullied by her, I felt bad..
We gonna end this~!!
We're planning to give her a BIG surprise on the last day of school..and she's gonna enjoy it~
It's all her fault~~
Haha, she must felt left out on Friday coz we all called her to stay away from us for a moment with the lame excuse
Go away. We're going to plan the surprise that we're giving you.
Childish was the only word that can describe us.
Revenge is not the only thing in our life!!
I really hate you right now.
After reading all those stupid comments and wall post you posted..
Because of you, I've lost everything

Complicated life

Many things had happened recently..
like I kena demerit 8 marks by my annoying bc teacher..
Shouldn't took others books stick my name on it and pass-up to check..XDD
And the other gang in my class had a little problems with our group..
A war in facebook...XDD
At first I was shocked when I knew that someone hate me..
But now I'm used to it anyway..
It wasn't really surprise when I befriends with the most annoying people in class..
So people started to said all those craps..
Sarah changed already.She's not like that at the beginning.She's not that rude and doesn't talk much when the school starts.It's all because of them,so she'll became like this.
Or worst..
She probably planned something bad on others.
Seriously I'm not the type of person that will angry over a small things..
But I really really can't take it when people talks somethings bad about me behind my back.
When I asked that person to explained it to me again, she seems angry and said somethings ridiculous.
.Can you stop talk about this?I've already apologized to you and you understand my thoughts about you.What you do still want?
I don't understand why she's angry. She don't have the right to be angry. It's her fault anyway.
I don't like others to catch the weak point of mine. Plus I'll cry easily.
It's not like I wanna act strong in fronts of them..they just don't understand.
Tuesday is gonna be a long day..

Happy Birthday my ass

Aren't birthday suppose to be happy and unforgettable?
Why am I feeling the same as the normal days?
I'm trapped in my house, enable to go out.
Why even on my birthday I also can't hang out with my friends?
I doesn't need wishes or eat expensive dinner...
I don't wanna spend my whole day in front of my pc in home or go out with my parents
Why don't they just understand? I just wanna have fun..at least on my birthday!
I should know my parents' attitude. Over-protective?
Shitty boring day..
When I asked about go out with friends, their answer is always no.
Others can have so much fun and creating many memories on their special day..
What about me? I'm not a human too?
Gosh, we need relax!!
With a little hope I asked my dad for going out with friends. His answer is no.
It's always like that
I asked why. I need the reason. Then he said no again and without the reason.
They're always like that too. I'm used to it anyway.
You just don't understand my feelings..
I just knew it. Birthday is useless to celebrate..

BIRTHDAY!!

WOOTS~!!
IT'S MY BIRTHDAY~!!!!
I wanna hang out with my friends...T.T
I got the feelings that this is gonna be the worst b'day ever...
but nevermind~
Hmm...I want a Lollipop phone~!!
Don't know if this modal still available on the stores...XDD

Apologize and Forgive?

Today is the worst day in my life..
Nobody will to do this kind of things to me..
I felt hurt? And sad of course..
You apologized to me..and you expect me to forgive and understand you?
I'm so sorry I can't do this..
Do you think I'm easy enough for you to insult me?!
Don't ever dream that I'll forgive you..
What's with the smily face when I asked you about this things?
You want to be friendly with me?
I can't lie to myself..I hate you and that's all..
There's nothing more to explain..
Freaking Teh Hui Zhen and Teoh Chia Wen..

Bad mood

How can you do this things to me...you evil cow..
I never thought you're this kind of person
I'm very clear about myself and I doesn't need you to judge me..
You call her to not be friends with me? You're so childish..
You're trying to break us apart?  No way..
You said I was trying to plan something bad on her?
I have the right to choose which I'll be friends with..it's none of your business
Is it because the things I replied you on yesterday?
So what?
There's nothing to be angry about. I don't see anything wrong with my answer..
Or the tone I use make you angry? I don't understand. I can't understand.
You're beyond evil. You're the daughter of the bitch.
And what's with the other two person?
Did I've done anything wrong to you? Or you're just following her to hate me?
I don't understand why you said you hate me, then you talked me me as if nothing happened.
Are you insulting me?
I can't forgive you and I'll never forgive you.
You found your three friends and formed a group to anti me?
I don't care.
But when I heard these things from Debbie, I was...hurt?
And the angers are boiling inside of me..
I was about to cry..But no I won't..Not in front of you.
Nobody will pity me anyway..Who cares?
But a little part of me was so dissapointed..I never thought that I'm that kind of person to you..
You ruined my mood.
And I'll make your life miserable..

Friend?

You're my friend? No way~!!
I hate you..
STOP SHOWING OFF ALREADY!!
I'm sick of you...
Annoying bitch..
Going out with you all is not fun!!
Always go in to those stupid stores, so the stupid things, and somemore want me to go in the FREAKING FISH SPA!!
I hate this kind of things. Those relaxing things are not suitable for me and waste money..
You only know how to spend your money on those useless branded things..
I'm totally the different person compare to you.So stop pulling me down with you.
You thought I'm stupid like others? No I'm not.
SOMEMORE YOU STILL SAY YOOGEUN IS STUPID HUH??!
Seriously, I can't forgive you for this,this is too much for me...
You thought Yoogeun is some random kid that dance SHINee's song??
You don't even know who he is...You don't know everything!
You're beyond stupid,ugly bitch,self-centered asshole..bloody girl...
What for you attacked Ong Wei Ming? You'll be happy? Maybe..but it's only for a while..
You sucks..

Art Works

ohmygee ohmygee ohmygee !!
I totally forget about my art homeworks~!!!
WHAT SHOULD I DO~~~T.T
I found some materials at my home..but it's still not enough for me to complete my work..
Maybe tomorrow I'll beg for some materials??
And the elephant glue? Don't know how to use it..
Buttons? Who would stick the buttons on the butterfly?!
I'm lazy to do this kind of things....XDDD

In My Room

I love this song's translation very much...nice song...

잠들지 않는 밤에 눈을 감아
그녀를 떠올린다
아무것도 몰랐던 내가 너무 미워서
불을 키고 방을 둘러본다
희미하게 밝아오는 두 눈이 멈춘 곳
버리지 못했던 생일선물
그리고 너 그 모든 것
Cause you were my sun, the moon
내 전부였던 너 내 방에 있는
모든 것들이 널 그리워하나봐
널 위해 찾다 지쳐서 널 잠시 잊어도
숨겨놓은 우리의 추억이
가득 남아 cause you’re still in my room
삶이라는 바다를 헤매다 잃어버렸던 꿈들이
구석구석 녹아있는 책상 서랍
그 속에 숨겨놓고 있던 너
먼지 쌓인 상자 속엔 바래진 사진과
어린 맘이 담긴 편지들
그리고 너 그 모든 것
Cause you were my sun, the moon
내 전부였던 너 내 방에 있는
모든 것들이 널 그리워하나봐
널 위해 찾다 지쳐서 널 잠시 잊어도
숨겨놓은 우리의 추억이
가득 남아 cause you’re still in my room
버리고 또 버려도 기억은
너를 다시 불러 놓고
내 앞에 앉아서 웃고 있는
너를 이 곳에 가두려 하는데
Cause you were my sun, the moon
내 전부였던 너 내 방에 있는
모든 것들이 널 그리워하나봐
널 위해 찾다 지쳐서 널 잠시 잊어도
숨겨놓은 우리의 추억이
가득 남아 cause you’re still in my room

I close my eyes in my sleepless nights
And you dance in my thoughts.
I get so angry at myself who knew nothing,
I turn the lights on and look around my room

The place where my two eyes finally rest
Where I put the presents I didn’t throw away
And everything else I have of you

Cause you were my sun, the moon
You were my everything and
Everything in my room seems to miss you
If I get tired of looking for you and forget,
Our hidden memories
Still linger cause you’re still in my room

Wandering the sea of life, all the lost dreams
are in the corners of my desk drawers,
and you are hidden within them
A picture of you I found under a layer of dust
A love letter filled with my young heart
and everything else I have of you

Cause you were my sun, the moon
You were my everything and
Everything in my room seems to miss you
If I get tired of looking for you and forget,
Our hidden memories
Still linger cause you’re still in my room

Even if I throw it away, again and again
My thoughts continue to call out to you
and see you smiling in front of me
I want to keep you right here

Cause you were my sun, the moon
You were my everything and
Everything in my room seems to miss you
If I get tired of looking for you and forget,
Our hidden memories
Still linger cause you’re still in my room

Peace/Happy in class? HELL NO!

The only things I can say is...I was stuck with a bunch of idiotic friends in school.
I don't understand why she hate her so much...maybe jealous of her?
Because I'm her friend, so she always pulled me to say those insulting words to her.
I'm getting tired of this...It's not fun at all since she don't say something back to us, it makes me feel like we're stupid.
Everyday we're almost repeating the same actions in class, insult her by saying those harsh words, pushing her bag and other else.
I think almost the half class know we hate Ong Wei Ming? Some cowards said how much she hate her, but I don't see them do these kind of things to her.
Although she was ugly, disgusting, loves to show-off, but at least she got brains!
Not like you...bird brains and money is all you have!
Sometimes I really sick of you...always complain to me that you don't have enough money when you have RM100+ in your Roxy wallet.
What's that mean huh? The one who's being bitchy is YOU.
I don't get it why you must turned to me and said those things about you and your money...
I think they're right, you just want to show-off your money and those Roxy stuff.
Currently you're addicted to SHINee?
How can you say that when you're actually listen to one or two of their songs.
Always said "Jonghyun is so handsome. He's handsome than your Key. Jonghyun's mine"
Oh please....You don't have the rights to say that...you only love Ring Ding Dong.
The one who don't understand the situation is YOU.
You don't know how many people hate you because of the stupid rude behavier of yours 
I feel like wanna slap your face and tear the plastic face of yours... 

Losers

Yesterday, something funny happened in school.
We cut some papers and trying to throwed them to Ong Wei Ming. But because of our seats was far away from her, the papers we throwed cannot reached her.
So, we changed our target. We spot another random girl in our class. We began to throw it at her. Then, she stood up from his seat and whispered something in another random girl's ear. The second random girl look at us. I asked my friends if they already knew that we throwed to her. Honestly, I don't think they'll know coz they're stupid.
Suddenly, the first random girl said this funny words to one of my friend.
"Debbie ahh, 如果你要针对慧敏,你就针对她一个人,请不要针对她的朋友.因为这样对她的朋友很不公平"
All of us was shocked, of course. But then it's kinda funny coz an egg yolk is scolding us. And not to mention, she's ugly. She still said, "Is it fun to throwed at people? Do you want me to throwed at you?"
But of course she din't throwed to us, she's a coward.
My friends decided to remove her from facebook, of course I don't add this kind of losers.